Everything starts here.....

Color you life with your spouse is a beautiful thing.

2012-01-18T15:33:00.000+08:00

♥ Happy or not being with each other, all dependson how we both color our life ♥

Whenever I can'tsleep at night, I wanted to message you. BUT! Everytime when I pick up my hand phone,the first thing will come to my mind is "Hey Shuyee! Don't disturb him.He's sleeping. Tomorrow he got to wake up early to go to school." Sadisn't? What to do? Hubby boy need to sleep. He's a pig. Kuat tidur la kononnya.

I don't messageyou that often. Most of the time, you are the one who start messaging me. BUT! When I'm frustrate, sad, stress andetc, I need you by my side. I don't dare to message you. WHY???? It's because Idon't want to disturb you. I messaged you and you don't reply me sometimes. Ithurts. Wait for your reply like nobody business. What about me? When youmessage me, I'll straight away reply your message. When I late reply yourmessage, you'll call me. What is this man? C'mon. SAD! SAD! SAD! Sometimes Iwonder am I doing the right thing. Never mind. Ignore me. Haha.

Somehow, you'vebecome part of my life now. Without you, I'll feel lonely. Hand phone no longerrings at times. You're the one that I adore because you're the perfect man tome. You told me you scared when I say you're perfect. Just because your ex toldyou you're perfect then she cheated on you and went off with other guy and thismake you feel scared whenever your baby girl says you're perfect? You scaredI'll do the same thing like what you ex did to you? Should I tell you I understand your feelings?*thinking deeply*

I ask you whetherwe should just break up instead of continuing our relationship and most of thetime, you will ask me why? Let me tell you bie. I feel like I'm a dummy to you.Whenever you need me, you will find me. Where have you been when I need you themost? When I cry to you, you will ask me to calm down, chill and try to pujukme. But tell you what. I always tell you I'm ~~not~~ okay and try to act ~~sad~~happy in front of you.

Alright peeps. Nomood continue writing. Lazy plus I'm hungry.

Bie, I love you. :)

2011-11-21T21:56:00.001+08:00

I loveyou, my honeyboo! You're so sweet! Hehehee. Just being random for now.

Where were you when I need you the most?

2011-11-13T23:58:00.001+08:00

I seriously feel like giving up on you. I'm stressed. I wanna cry. I'msorry.

Having you as my boyfriend is my pleasure? I can'tgive you an answer. Sometimes I feel happy being with you and sometimes Idon't. I've tried to keep all my feelings to myself. Recently I found out thatI'm just so emo because of you. I'm saying so because I feel that you don'tcare about me anymore and this really hurts me. You care about your friendsmore than I do. I feel so helpless now and everytime I emo, you will try tochill me down but you failed. Do you know whenever I'm emo it's because of you?When I'm emo, what comes to my mind is.......

“let's break up.”

Be my boy once again.

2011-10-09T16:56:00.002+08:00

Sometimeswhenever I see you, my heart melts because you're too cute. Although the hatredstill there and I feel like punching you to express how much I hate you whenyou hurt me the most.

Everytimeyou're by my side, you only can accompany me and I'll be happy when you do so.I don't need a present or whatsoever to make me happy. What I need is just yourcaring, your love, your sayang, your support and etc. So please take care ofme, sayang me, and of course don't ever hurt and disappoints me. I don't wannaget hurt anymore. It feels really bad. Sucks!

Reminiscingthe past moments with you is a sweet dream. But now, it's a nightmare. I'mworrying you all the time. You're so caring that let me sleep and don't wake meup because you see me have a nice sleep. Awww~~ I'm such a pig.

You stole my heart away.

2011-10-06T01:22:00.001+08:00

Why mustyou stole my heart away? I don't know because of your friends are not onlinethat's why you come and chat with me or whatsoever. I don't care what's thereason behind it because I just wanna chat with you BUT NO ONE ELSE. You keep telling me you want to meet me. You even make me saythat I admire you, like you AGAIN. LOL. Youeven give me a kiss. *heart melts* *faint* You even want more from me! You wanta warm hug! Awww~~~ So sweet of you. You asked me how long have we not beenseeing each other. I can tell you hun, we haven't see each other for more than3 months. Of course you always tell me to keep my promise and you will keepyours. Don't worry. I'll promise you I'll keep my promise till you take mypromise away from me.

Lastnight, I broke down again. I don't know why. I can't even answer myself why. Then what make me the worst was thisflirty bitch which was the same batch as me for some program, she try to seduceyou and I see you happily comment on what she posted on your wall till I post " Iwonder what makes me no mood right now. I can't even answer myself. I can onlycry alone and seek to God. </3 :'(" and you stopcommenting. Well well. I don't want to think too much. So went out for supperwith friends and that's it.

Where have you been?

2011-10-02T23:05:00.003+08:00

Where have you been when I need you the most? Where have you been whenI'm weak and need someone to cry and lean on? Where have you been when I'm sick and need you to remind me take care of myself by putting cloth on my forehead? Where have you been when I need you to pamper me? Where have you been when I needyou to cheer me up when I'm down but not other people keep cheering me up?Where have you been when I wanna dream of someone in my dream? Where have youbeen..............???????

Do you know that the prettiest smile I have will ONLY existwhen I'm with you?

It's because you're the one who paintmy life with beautiful colours. I realised that after the day we aren'ttogether anymore, my prettiest smile no longer appear on my face. The onepeople sees now, perhaps is just pretending. People always quote that "Smile Is The Prettiest Make Up" .I believe that. I really do.

OMG! OMG! OMG! I've gone mad!

2011-09-30T20:15:00.003+08:00

Yesterday afternoon Iwoke up at 12.30pm and on my lappie. Was Facebook-ing then out of myexpectation, you came and find me chat again! OMG! OMG! OMG! There's this word"syg" appear when I asked you whether have you eaten. OMG! OMG!OMG!!!!! I'm going crazy soon. I don't know what are you trying to do with me now.Trying to get back with me or just trying to be my close friend? I want ananswer from you. Things just can't be hanging there for nobody's business.

BEWARE!!!

MAD WOMANIN THE HOUSE!!!!

I need you now. Fallingin love with you once again isn't a big matter. Falling in love with the othersonly is a big matter. Because I don't know how to love other people anymoreexcept YOU.

If you're willing to chase me, I promise I'll run slow.

2011-09-26T18:13:00.000+08:00

I find it hard to fall inlove with others after loving you for so long. Why? I just can't assist myselfanymore. What I need now is YOU. YOU! How I wish I could ask you, "howhave you been?", "watcha doing now?", "are you missingsomebody?" and etc. But I can't. Just can't. I even treat one of my friendlike the substitute of you. I don't know why. I'm so sorry. This friend ofmine, sms me today early morning around 7am and when my hand phone rings, I woke upand replied him straight away without delaying. As if I'm replying you honeyduring those days we were together! I miss you so much. I really miss youextremely much. The way friend treat me now is like how you treat me in thosedays. Slowly, all this will fall into places. I can't expect much from youanymore hun. Don't make me fed up and give up on you one day, my six packs sexyguy.

Like ≠ Love

2011-09-24T17:11:00.002+08:00

Like ≠Love

Makeyour mind clear

and

thinkproperly before you confess.

I can't believe you came to me last nightand congrats me. I wonder why you congrats me. I did nothing that can make yousaying a "congratulations" to me. After asking you, I understand why.You saw this statement above on my Facebook status.

Itwas a misunderstanding, dude.

Seriously so far there's 3 people had a crush on me at NationalService camp early of this year and they recently confessed to me. But I reject them all. I postthat statement as my status because I want 3 of them to know the meaningbetween like and love. Idon't want them to confuse with the 2 words like and love then love the wrong person. By the way,I don't have feeling towards 3 of you. Not to say I want to be proud of myselfthat I got 3 people confess to me. I'm not showing off. I want them to findtheir true love, so do I. Hun, you misunderstood everything! I didn't expectyou saw it and took your first step to talked to me last night and congrats mebecause got people confess to me. I don't want to hear a word "congrats" but 12 words "I love you, are you willing to be my syg once again?". Perhaps you're jealous? I really want to knoware you jealous of all this?

Lying can cause losing ones trust.

2011-09-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

If you're planning to lieto me, at least make sure I don't find out the truth. Losing your trust likecrumbling up a piece of paper. Even if I try to fix it, it will never be thesame again, you know?

Tell you what, hun. Sometimes things aren't what youthought that easy. You got to go through it by yourself then only you will knowhow it feels like. I've just realise that many relationships can't work becausesometimes even when we love the person, the timing is just wrong. Maybe not just because of timing but because of distance. Distance do play an important role too. I've learnedfrom it.

A day to remember!

2011-09-23T20:49:00.003+08:00

For the very first timein campus life, I fell down and my elbow get injured. Not to say serious injurybut part of my skin was peeled off.

Why I fall down? How?

Here it goes. I wascycling and I actually turned my head back to check out my friend with her E-bike. Endup I bang into this fire hose thingy then I fell. Luckily there's just twofemales saw me and they were like:" Whoah~". I replied:" I'mokay, I'm okay." with my smiling face. Then my friend heard some kind ofsound and she saw me laying down there. Hand phone fell off from my pocket andget scratched. There it goes. Awesomeisn't? Haha.

I'm yours and you're mine.

2011-09-22T00:56:00.003+08:00

Do you know how muchyou meant to me? You won't know because you don't even bother to know.

I'm extremely happywhen you replied all my messages. I keep jumping like nobody business. Althoughwe didn't talk much just now but I do enjoy throughout our conversation. Ican't believe you ask me to on my Skype and we Skype once again! Oh My Gosh!!!!Arghh! You're freaking cute!

Oh well. You're busy doing your homework fortomorrow'sclass. I also don't want to disturb you so we end our video there. Ihope shuyee at least still in your heart and your mind.

My hand phone ringtone had been part of my life. I just realise that.

2011-09-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

I just can't believethat my hand phone's ringtone is part of my life now! I actually need it towake me up every morning. Why am I so care about this ringtone? There it goes. Ofcourse it relates to you, sexy guy.

I still rememberthose days when you sms me in the midnight and I'll awake just because to seeyour sms and reply you on the spot. You did the same thing too! :') Awww~~~ Even my housemate asked me why I didn't change myringtone for messages?

Because it's already part of my life. Withoutthat ringtone as my alarm, I just can't wake up, like seriously.

Those days I have youas my alarm clock. What about now? No longer. That's why I needthat ringtone to wake me up.

I wonder what am I crapping here. Hmm...

You guys don't haveto understand what am I crapping here because I'm just writing it toreminiscing the past. Okay. Just some random post here. I'm bored.

Gone means gone.

2011-09-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

My heart cured, finally.But why now I still feel something? I can't even tell myself why. I wasn't theperson you thought of. I wasn't like what my friends said. The real me is justtotally opposite of all this.

I'm brave. I can handlethings well. I can be alone whether I go. I'm independent. I'm a good girl.

Nope. Allthese are nonsense!

Firstly, I'm not brave.I'm can't handle things well. I'm careless. I scare to be alone. I'm notindependent (sometimes). I'm naughty. I'm lazy. I don't like people force me todo something I don't like to do. Like seriously, I'm not the shuyee you peopleknow of. I'm just pretending. I get influenced easily by my friends and that isso true. I can't deny. For instance, the way they speak, the way they walk, theway the study, the way they eat and etc. With this, I would like to stress onhow I speak and type short sms-es. I actually influenced by this special personin my life. He influenced me by typing short forms of Bahasa Malaysia and theirlanguage speaking. Like when they speak, they do add this "BA" wordat the end of their sentence. I find it cute. I bet you guys can guess whichcountry is he from now by referring the word "BA" at the end of thesentence. Try guessing. It's Sabah language.

Oh well. He is just sospecial to be my boyfriend even though he had hurt me many times. My friendssaid you're not good and I should dump you for the second time but I didn't. Istill treat you as my guy. I ignore what they said bad about you and I stilllove you like nobody business. I know I hurt you too by commenting this F***word to my other boy friend's wall and you saw it. You have been sad and cry forthe whole day JUST BECAUSE OF THIS! At last, you come to me and ask me whetherI still love you. Now I wanted to tell you that when you ask me this question,I CRIED and answered you "Of course I do! I love you!You're my precious jewel." Still remember, boy? I can't live without you seriously. But I can't do anything to get back yourheart I guess. Although you say you love me still, you're willing to get backwith me but I don't feel you now. I really don't. Perhaps everything has gone,means GONE.

This is what love and lust all about.

2011-09-19T11:26:00.002+08:00

Love waits. Lustwants. Love can't wait to give what is true and honorable. Lust can't wait totake. Love mends. LUST HURTS. LOVE IS SECURE.Lust is selfish. Lust ends. Love lasts.

The randomness comes back.

2011-09-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

Tomorrowwill be the next semester for me. Hell yeah. No tutorial classes this week soend up tomorrow class starts at 2pm and ends at 3pm. Cool? Nope. Not cool atall. Just go to school for 1 hour class. Waste my time but I learn!

I startedto miss my home, my parents, my doggy-chubby boy, my brothers and my friends inKuala Lumpur! Don't worry peeps, I'll be back soon! Very soon indeed!

Blog islike a diary to me. I just love writing nonsense. Readers, bear with me please,even though I know my blog bores you.

Back to.....

thebook of love...........

I just can't believe you no longer love her.I just can't believe you told me you're back to single again. I want to go backwith you. I know I'm stupid.

"The woman whom you hurt beforeand she still waits for you to come back to her is the right one boy. You're in the right track."

~~Grab me back~~. I wonder how much you miss menow. I miss you my sexy guy. Argh! You're too cute that makes me feel likebiting you. I want to bite you like before. :P Why must you be so sexy that attracts me somuch?

Baby, I love you still. :)

2011-09-16T15:54:00.006+08:00

Ifeel so helpless now. Not because of you. Maybe it's because of I'm going to goback Kampar and study. No more semester break for me till end of this year.

Ikeep thinking about the words you told me yesterday. I asked you can we getback together? You replied:" like before? Can. Serious shuyee. I feel solost now. I don't have any feeling towards other girl." The problem now isshould I believe what you've just said? Hmm. I don't know.

Ifyou asked me whether I still have feeling towards you now. I will say YES. IDO. What about you?

Iwant to get back to you but I don't think you can. You seems like searching fora girl now. I wish I could know who's that girl. Or maybe that girl haven'texist in your life. But seriously baby, I want you. I told you I want you andI'm glad to hear you replied " I want you too! :("

Thanks.That make me feel better. I need your protection. I still love you. Come backto me again please. Please, I beg you.

I'm sorry I can't accept you in my life.

2011-09-14T01:27:00.001+08:00

Now I'm seriously okay and am looking forward to a new life.Time really heals everything. Even after chatting with my cousin, I even feelbetter.

I'm stressing with this one guy now. He actually had a crushon me since January in camp National Service. I went to Tawau, Sabah forNational Service and WTH so many people confess to me. Even there's this oneguy wrote a love letter to me. I kept it in my purse till now and I actuallystill contact with him. Okay. Back to the topic. This guy he confess to me lastweek and I get stunned. I was like "hey! You know I just break up and nowyou ask me to couple with you?" I'm so sorry to say I reject you. Althoughyou keep asking me, my answer will be "Sorry. I can't."

Not that I don't sayang you or love you. Because I don'thave feeling towards you and yeah. I reject you. Friends? Yeap. Can. Eventhough now my heart so call 'heal completely' already but sorry I still can't accept anyoneto be my boyfriend now. A handsome one wanna be my boyfriend? Hmm.. No thanks.I close my eyes and I walk through the path way.

P/S: If YOU come back to me, maybe I'll accept you.

Backstabber, piss of man!

2011-09-14T01:08:00.003+08:00

Finally, I've hurt myself to the worst! My housemate ran into myroom and saw me holding a pair of knife cutting my own legs. Then not more thanone minute later, my church friend named David called me immediately and askedme where am I. He ran

into my room and saw I was crying.

You guys wanna know why I did this to myself?

Because of this bitch.

DONE. I don't wanna talk much about her. She's a backstabber.

I'm proud to have you, Vivien Than in my life!

2011-09-04T00:16:00.002+08:00

This is Vivien Than.

She's my high school junior and now become my so call "sister".

I love her because she always finds me whenever she's free. She always will think of me wherever she goes. Last week, she went to Teluk Intan and she told me how much she misses me.

Awww~~~

I love you and miss you too, TUE JI!

So sweet of you!!!

You know what, vivien. I love you to disturb me. Find me chat when I'm alone.

Alright. Since you're going offline soon, so skype with you another time ya!

Most of the time, I wish I could.....

2011-09-03T22:15:00.003+08:00

Most of the time, I wish I could love you, but I can't do so.

Most of the time, I wish I could have forget you, but I realise that you're still deep inside my heart.

Most of the time, I wish to tell you, I'm tired of loving you, but you don't even bother to care of me.

Most of the time, I wish I could have give up on loving you, but not that I don't love you anymore,

BECAUSE I TOO LOVE YOU!

THAT'S WHY I'M WILLING TO GIVE UP ON YOU.

You are the one who fill my life with colourful things!

2011-09-03T03:39:00.002+08:00

When I see you smile, you melts my heart.

Your smile really sweet. *fainted* AHH!!!! Help!!! Hahaha.. Can you stop being so cute? I know I don't have a single chance to have you anymore. But my sexy guy, stay handsome and cute. Of course keep your fitness in building up your six packs. I love you not because of how you look like. I love your EVERYTHING! I repeat myself, is EVERYTHING of you, honey! Stay awesome!

Always ask myself, why everytime I blog, my tears surely will drop through my cheek? The only answer I can tell you my sexy guy is I still love you. You never fail me all this while. I'm stupid enough to still love you even you broke my heart. It's nearly to one month, and I still can't forget you; I still love you; heart you; miss you.

Jealousy is wicked.

2011-09-02T13:17:00.015+08:00

The best thing you can express your feeling is by blogging. Trust me. I can actually write a long bullshit essay once I'm down. Now, no longer. Why am I saying so? Because I've give up on him. So what am I going to write? Hold in there people.

Let the past be the past and leave it there. Just move on though it's not easy.

Today Imma going to post something whereby I found it very unpleasant to me. Here it goes.

One of his friend, which used to chat with me, named Q. Q actually posted some videos on his wall to chill him. Ask him not to be dilemma anymore. But what he replied to Q is so hilarious!

Eh, HELLO! Q treat you so good and this is how you reply him? My goodness. I know maybe it's just a best friend's language but still....no manners. Perhaps I'm too sensitive towards you now. I'm so sorry to say so. But I'm sure you never regret leaving me, do you? Haha. Oh well. It's okay for you to say you never regret because the girlfirend you're dating now actually shows the type of girl that you really want to be with. I know what kind of girlfriend you wanna have now. Older than you, not good looking, the so call "only take picture with her side face" because her face ~~ugly~~ not nice?, bad taste in choosing her clothings and heels, crooked teeth and bla bla bla.

Opps! Girl, you might get hurt, be offended with my words.

But readers, bare with me.

You're willing to leave me because of her. So I bet she's wayyyy better than I am huh?

One of my friend told me, the reason why you're willing to send a parcel with a necklace inside as her 23 years old present even though she is far part from you is because she's 23 and she's kinda difficult for you to get her heart. That was just an assumption. No offence. But for me, same thing! I'm also far apart from you and I'm just 18 years old AND it's easy for YOU to get my heart by just saying something sweet. Boy ar! I'm saving up your money, idiot! ~~She's wasting your money!~~ I forgot you're willing to buy her present not that she forces you. Owh yeah. You love her, that's why you buy her present. Then, where's mine? You fall in love with her and knowing her for just a month but what about me? You know me longer than her. We're been together for at least half year. Perhaps you're just a playboy and fool me all this while. Let's consider it as I'm too innocent and get easily fooled by you. I'm so obsessed with you, ~~now~~ used to!!!

Sigh. I feel like stop stalking you two. Stalking, jealousy, loving someone who cheated on you by dating another woman at the same time dating you really can drive a person crazy! Can't believe that? Try putting yourself into my shoe and you will know how is feels like. It's suffering!

Dear exam, I love to date you. Come with me, will you? Books, be my best friend for this exam period please and I will thank you by scoring with flying colours. :D

I know HE is with me! Praise God!

2011-09-01T14:06:00.004+08:00

Hati aq da mati sbb ko. Ko adalah penyebab segalanya.

You're not with me

BUT

HE is with me

ALL THE TIME

I'm the one should be avoiding you, NOT YOU!

2011-09-01T12:18:00.004+08:00

I know you're avoiding me. But c'mon. You've said earlier. We are still friends. You are the one who want me to be your close friend after everything had happened! I'm too innocent to believe what you've said! Hey, avoiding people mcm ini ka?? Chat for not more than 1 minute and said you got to go and take picture with your family. It's so obvious that you're trying to avoid me, ok? I'm the one should be avoiding you right now. NOT YOU! So fake okay???!!!! Fck off man, dude! Disappointed! Really.

I dare myself to move for the first step and chat with you. Even my friend said:" Don't miss him already la!!! It's better for you to go study than wasting your time chatting with him." But see what I told my friend?? I said I just wanna talk with him for while. Just a while.

End up.....

You avoid me by saying you wanna take family photo. ~~so coincidence~~. Not even saying a "BYE!" and you leave. Dude, IS SO FAKE!!! You did something wrong in the past and now you're avoiding me? WTF??!!!! You scared of me because you did something wrong towards me huh??? Don't bullshit la you. Never trust you from this moment onwards. Even your friend is wayyyyyyy better than you. Wanna be playboy also be a good one la. Be a good playboy with good character, good manner. You're worthless! Not that I wanna say something bad about you, but it's really true that you make me think of you that way. Remember what I've told you before 27days from now? Treat your girlfriend like a girlfriend. Don't curang anymore! Don't break her heart.

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But you don't have to treat me this way right? I'm a human being which comes with feelings too. You hurt me by saying "I wanna take family photo." Then straight away offline and left.YORRR Please la!

P.S. I Love You

2011-08-31T18:39:00.001+08:00

"P.S. I Love You"

This Is What I Wanna Tell You.

I'm belong to you....

2011-08-31T16:24:00.008+08:00

I always ask myself. What can I do to make you come back to me? What can I do to make you come back to me? I miss you so much. I miss you so so much. I miss you so so so much! I beg you come back to me please although it's your fault at the first place~~. I know I can't have you anymore.~~ You told me you still miss me. You still sayang me.

PLEASE...........

Come back to me...............

You used to ask me "where's the old shuyee?" And I always answer you "the old shuyee died already." Now I regret saying so. How I wish you really could come back by my side. I miss those days we used to sms in the midnight. I never sleep just to accompany you sms till morning. I miss you when you're outstation, you will sms me in the midnight at 5++ am just to inform me you've reach the destination safely. I miss you calling me just wanna hear my voice and I miss your voice too. I miss the days we used to skype. I miss you singing in front of me like an idiot. I miss you cheering me up when I'm down. I miss you actually take the opportunity to borrow friend's laptop just to skype and Facebook chat with me when you're outstation. I miss those days I get scolded by my parents just because I keep sms-ing, Facebook-ing, even using hand phone to Yahoo chat with you no matter in the morning, in the evening or at night. I miss the days I pampered you and the cranky face you have. I miss you keep asking me to take bath once I wake up. You're my alarm clock. Now I no longer have this cute alarm clock waking me up in the morning. I miss those days daddy took away my laptop and hand phone and I can't contact you at all. End up I asked my fiance which luckily you know her to pass my message to you. I miss those days when I'm having my exams, you keep wishing me and support me. Your words always in my mind keep spinning and spinning till now. I can't stop thinking about you! I really can't!

Baby, come back to me please. I really need you in my life. You're important to me.

Home sweet home

2011-08-31T14:47:00.001+08:00

I miss home. 8 more days to go babeyh!!!

Baby come back to me.

2011-08-31T02:42:00.003+08:00

Come on baby! I love you more than anything! Tell me you ~~hate~~ love me too please. WEEE~~~ Remember enjoy your Raya ya! After Raya you got to continue your working days. Pity you. :( I don't care how much you love her, but I wanna tell you I still love you.

My words to you, mommy!

2011-08-30T19:40:00.002+08:00

I cried when I Skype with mommy yesterday midnight. Just somehow I broke down and my tears keep dropping down. I feel something but I just can't tell what is it.

Told mommy I don't wanna study in Kampar anymore. I'm stressed. I wanna go back KL. :'( Surprisingly, she didn't scold me but ask me to pack my things and go back KL and study Diploma instead of Foundation if I really wish to.

But mommy, you know what?

It's too late if I go back KL and take Diploma now....

I'm stressed because of my love problems actually. Not because of my studies. :P Mommy, I can't stand by myself anymore. I need someone to lean on. God, help!

I don't dare to tell mommy about my love problems all this while. I keep it to myself. Don't know why this time I broke my law and I tell her EVERYTHING and she actually feel bad and sad for me. Out of the blue, she didn't even scold me having a relationship without her knowledge but support me and ask me to forget him.

Awww~~~

Mommy, I love you extremely much!!!

Told mommy, that jerk gave her a nice necklace as her birthday gift on her 23 years old birthday and my mommy asked me not to worry and she will buy me a new one as the necklace I'm wearing now is getting 'not so nice'. Hey girl, you got your new boyfriend buy for you. ~~So lovely la you two~~. But I got my lovely mom buy for me leh. Motherly love is way greater than boyfriend's love. For your information, you look like a elder sister when you stand beside that jerk, do you know that? You actually look like as if you're 30++ years old but you're just 23 years old. I'm so sorry to say that, but it's true. You look way older than your real age.

Mommy,

I'm ~~glad to see them very happy~~ jealous.

After sharing my love problems with mommy, I actually feel better. Thanks mommy! You're my best friend. You're an awesome gift from God to shuyee! Lots of love to you mother!

I'm lost and everything has gone.

2011-08-29T14:17:00.001+08:00

I know you starts to ignore me and I'm proud of myself to say the same thing to you! I ignore you too! Always telling people I will forget you, I will forget you. But I always will end up crying whenever I think of you and my close friends come to me and accompany me.

You know what, because of you, you actually make people around you ~~happy~~ sad.

I don't know your new gf which also far apart from you now is fooled by you or you make her fall in love with you or she really loves you. But I try my best to wish you two. After wishing, my heart hurt like nobody's business. ~~Actually I don't feel like wishing. I was forced to say it.~~

Can you feel it, jackass??

Alright. People like you don't have feeling. You fool one by one. I bet after me, she will be your next victim. I don't care how much you love her, but I'm sure you will dump her like me now when you found another girl you love.

I always keep telling myself, you aren't my prince. You should go with her. You should go with her! But I can't say it out loud. I've already ready for the day we say "Goodbye", but why am I still so hurt when I know you love someone else? Because you're my property? LOL!

C'mon, shuyee!

What are you thinking?

Don't be so innocent, can you?

Where's the promise we had last time? You're the one who ask me to be your close friend! Look what happen now! You don't even take the advantage to bother and care of me! What kind of promise you've made?

EVERYTHING IS BULLSHIT!

You're my heartbeat

2011-08-28T19:58:00.003+08:00

Long time didn't spend my time on blogging. I'm so sorry. :'(
YO! So, what am I going to share today is my feelings towards some jerk which I've spent my precious time almost half a year with him. He used to be my sexy guy, my man, my hun, my sweetie pie, my sweetheart. But now, NO LONGER. ~~I'm so sorry.~~ Oopss! Why must I say sorry to you?

You cheated on me.

You lied to me.

Why must you lied to me at the first place, dude? Just within one month time I didn't contact you that often and you go and fall in love with other person. Bastard!

Okay. Fine. I know we're far apart. So in conclusion, we can't express our love physically. I know I know. But now you fall in love with someone and you don't even wanna tell me. You keep this secret till I find out and ask you personally. This is the main point I wanna talk today.

Shame on you, man!

You even thought of having both girls at the same time. One heart can't break into two. Why can't you tell me earlier that you love someone else? Why must you love someone and at the same time you love me? I'm not the third party! She is! I rather give up on you and let that girl go with you. Because what you did to me had showed that you're not worth my love, my tears, my everything. NOT A SINGLE THING! Who am I to you? A toy which you can fool around with? I can't accept this game, okay? Anyhow, she's forgiven, NOT YOU! Because she doesn't know a single thing about you and I. You're the one who is playing the main role. Can't blame her though.

YOU'RE NOT SINCERE TO ONE!!!

~~GET LOST!~~

BUT

I LOVE YOU STILL <3

I've tried my best to give up on you. But till now, I find it hard. I still stalk you on Facebook every day. My best friends told me to not to think of you but I can't . They even said I deserve a better one, you're not worth a single tears of mine. But I choose to close my ears and ignore them. I'm lost now. I don't know what to do. I see you and her is going on well. You guys like each other's post on Facebook and so on. My eyes can't get lost from your profile. Seeing you two doing such thing like liking each other's post make me feel bad.

Oh Lord, help me. :'(

I love you for who you are!

2011-06-18T19:10:00.003+08:00

You're my dear, honey, sweetie pie, sweetheart, darling. I do cherish those moments we're being together. Argh...I can just say I love you so much...Miss you loads....

As time passes by.... Everything will be back to normal....

2011-04-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

I want.......

2011-04-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

YOU! YOU! and YOU!

You know what?

2011-04-15T22:21:00.003+08:00

I miss you! I miss those days we have our prefect duty together. I miss those schooling days we used to talk to each other in class. I miss sharing my problems with you. I miss asking you stupid questions. I miss fooling you. I miss having breakfast in school's canteen with you. I miss sharing our pens. I miss you waited for me when I go to locker and get my text books. I miss we help each other to carry bags. I miss going to your home. I miss your bed. I miss taking photos with you. I miss your mum's home cooked food. I miss gossipping with you.
Thanks for everything!

The End!

A day out together with Sylvia and Zhong Wei

2011-04-15T20:59:00.010+08:00

Zhong Wei was my primary schoolmate, which also so coincidence met in National Service. On the other hand, Sylvia is someone who I met during my National Service. Sylvia came to KL from Tawau to furthur her studies here. So we decided to meet yesterday. Hanging out with them was extremely fun! We shared our problems together and talk craps. Wanna go out again with you guys, can I?

SYLVIA

Zhong Wei

Shuyee

Once a prefect, always a prefect

2011-04-11T23:29:00.045+08:00

Fiona said:" Another fun day with the prefects. Told you they never fails to make me happy. Just give us a camera and props, we would definitely make something out of it."
Example, a spectacle. Check out how nerdy-fied we look like with our pants tuck up so high till we can even see the line below.

I can't believe we get the chance to gather together again! We met at TGI FRIDAY, Pavilion and had lunch together. Even though not all the prefects attended this gathering but we're still happy and we showed our love which poured out from our heart towards each other! We full of laughter and enjoyed being together. Everyone's smile are priceless.

Here's some pictures of us.... Let the pictures tell.....

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY

ANASTASIA CHONG TA SIA
AND
HOO YEE CHIN!! love you guys!

An awesome trip to Ipoh

2011-04-08T22:45:00.009+08:00

Nothing is in my mind now and just find some random topic to update my dead blog here.
Woke up early morning last Saturday and get ready to go to Kampar for one day trip to check out with University Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR). It was fun! Dad used the GPS and it led us to the wrong place. Thanks to GPS.

After spending the whole afternoon at Kampar, dad decided to drive down to Ipoh since we're at Kampar already. Had our dinner with auntie and hang out with uncles and aunties till midnight. We didn't manage to go back KL on that day cause it's late midnight so we sleep over at auntie's house. Had bad flu at night and couldn't sleep well though.

To catch up our time, woke up early morning and have our breakfast at Gao Gai Cheong. Then
head back to KL....HOHO!!

Love,
shuyee

Whatever!

2011-04-05T15:43:00.001+08:00

I'm back from National Service.. Oh yeah. Will start my University life this coming May. Hope everything will go on smoothly. I'm speechless. Ok CIAO~

The end.

2010-10-12T17:44:00.008+08:00

Finally Trial SPM has come to an end and I'm super duper happy because I can sleep like a pig from now on. I just couldn't sleep well this 3 weeks though. Everyday sleep almost 3 to 4 hours, sleep at 2am or 3am and wake up at 6am then get ready to go to school. Even in the LRT I still got to hold a book and read or memorize like nobody's business. Mumbling at myself so that I can memorize it well and apply it during exams. @_@

What I can say now is that I screwed my accounts paper 2 today. Not the whole paper but question 2 which is kelab dan persatuan. Okay, this some how pop out from my mind. I wonder why can't National Service convert to a Girl's Camp. Why? Why? Why? It's like......erm.......better to be a girl's camp isn't?

Went to IKANO and THE CURVE on sunday after church service. Dad drove all the way to Damansara just to eat the chicken rice. LOL! I love curve and Ikano's night scenery. It's awesome! On the curve street, they will be a team of musicians playing guitars and singing. Mum and dad loves that too!

After brother did a tattoo on his chest which a "TRUST" in chinese word. I feel like doing it too. But of course not on my chest. Perhaps on my shoulder or waist. Wondering what should I tattoo. My dog's paw? Mum's name? A cross? Or some random wordings?
I was telling Renuka about this the other day in school and she said she wanted to do one too after SPM! A dragon! Oh well, I don't like dragon. Nah. Never mind. Just leave it. Don't do it better...

Memories 2010

2010-10-02T19:14:00.005+08:00

Here's some pictures of my lovely prefects and classmates.
Enjoy!

This is how life is.

2010-09-22T17:39:00.007+08:00

I will like to take this oppportunity to wish everyone Happy Mooncake Festival.
"What are you guys doing tonight?" (famous sentence in school today) Left hand holding peice of mooncake and right hand holding a cup of hot tea enjoy looking at the full moon? Or play candles and lanterns? This reminds me of when I was young my paper made lantern used to get burned and I'll cry to daddy. Anyway, enjoy the night!
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I get punched by younger brother on my lips and it’s swollen now. Well done brother! He threw my accounts bag then my school bag out of the house just because I said he’s childish. Really childish, isn’t he?

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Have you experienced people ignores you when you were talking to them one to one and when you were talking to someone then his/her eyes go somewhere but head facing you and talk to someone else without giving you a stop signal or telling you "excuse me"? What do you feel? Oh, he/she don't bother listening to me. Other than that, he/she pulls away the person you were talking to and brought them somewhere else then chit-chat without saying "excuse me" or " sorry" to you. Come to worse, they come to you when they need your help and pissed off at you when you need them. This is what I call FRIEND is. I have been blind for so many years wei! Everyone's not perfect, of course me too. I won't deny. But can you don't do something like this?

In school, I keep quiet and try to ignore people when I'm in bad mood,stress, PMS. But people who cares about you will keep on asking you why are you sad this and that lah. I just don't want to talk to you. What if I say something that hurts your feeling at that moment? You will merajuk and you will hate me. I rather not to talk to you than hurting you. So sorry I can say.

What a day.......

2010-09-16T23:02:00.006+08:00

Parents wanted to visit a customer today so me and my younger brother tag along. Jason and I were sitting near the cupboard and saw this cute cat kononnya was nicely lying on its bed. I don't like cats. Even Leong Carven hates cats! HAHA! Read this http://impact-leaving-memories.blogspot.com/2010/08/cat-painting-fan-club.html
Jason and I laid our hands on the sofa and we get scratched by this cat for no reason! My wound is worse than Jason. Conclusion, cats are freaking annoying! Don't even think of buying them. When I visit the pet shop I don't like to go to the cats department. Don't bother to look at them either.

So the cat scratch disease come across my mind. This cat scratch disease which also known as toxoplasmosis that is caused by a parasite that resides in cats. Go google for further information.

End this post with few of my dog's pictures. =D

ups and downs in life

2010-09-14T12:06:00.007+08:00

Ups and downs in life?

Sunday was the day. Went out for dim sum at some restaurant which located at jalan imbi with family to meet up uncle from Sabah. Sorry forget what's the name if the restaurant YUM YUM!! =D I tau makan saje, nama restorant tak tau

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Started missing my friends. Have you guys complete your holiday homeworks? Nah. Study come first.

Talk about study, here comes SPM. My mind somehow just can't remember certain things. So, mum force me to eat ginkgo starting from now. Study make people sick too. Flu is killing me! Argh!! Can't stand it anymore! This is the quote I always use when I'm having flu. "Flu is my best enemy, tissue is my best friend, vitamin C is my healer, God is my saviour"

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Oh! I'm the so call lucky one to be choosen for National Service. I know I'm too active to be choosen. *shake head* Why government is wasting money on this useless programme? What I have observe in my school, majority of them are CHINESE and INDIANS. Like what people use to say :" If your sibling get choosen, the chances you get choosen is lower."
One word I can say, bullshit. Doesn't make sense at all. The government just randomly pick by using the computer or something wan la. Sigh.
Me holding M16? LOL! Can't imagine.

I seriously need some inspiration to blog.

Optical visit

2010-09-11T17:23:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for so so long.
I told dad my right eye just couldn't see clearly and he brought me to an optical shop he used to go to.

Aunty :" Right eye blur but left eye is clear."
Me :" So do I need to wear specs or something?"
Aunty :" Nah. No need. Your left eye is maintaining well. So use left eye and see lah."
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So now I got to use my left eye and see. So don't ask me why when I turn my head like nobody business.

Ciao!
p/s : Thanks Raahilah for inviting to her house yesterday for Raya. The food are delicious!

once upon a time....

2010-05-30T01:26:00.020+08:00

A baby boy was borned...

then after 2 years.......

I was borned....

The third brother was borned when I was 5 years old....

not tall enough to brush teeth?? Use chair!

My beloved family...

Random pictures

2010-04-24T17:18:00.005+08:00

Let the pictures speaks.......

I always get scolded by anastasia or fiona for buying C2 drink...

prefects of 2010

practice for school's easter celebration last friday.....

THE INDIAN AH PAK

2010-04-07T19:33:00.003+08:00

Today after prefect interview for 4W and 4P, Aziemah, Anastasia and I take LRT back home...
So what happened was when we entered the train,this OLD INDIAN AH PAK suddenly stand up and scold this person....Because the someone sat beside him...
I'm sure you guys are curious why he scold,right?
He shouted in Bahasa Malaysia, "How can you sit buttock facing me???!!!"
Anastasia and Aziemah were blurred and I can't 100% understand what he said duh...HAHA!!
The someone just kept quiet...AH PAK keep on scolding...
he was shouting and shouting at the person something about the butt...what anjing akan makan you la...You faham apa I cakap la....
EVERYONE WERE LOOKING AT HIM!! I'm sure the person very paiseh lor....But she look very calm while the AH PAK was scolding...

THE END!

APRIL FOOL!

2010-04-02T22:18:00.002+08:00

I just hate 1th April...Don't ask me why...
Because I just kena by this junior asking me in the early morning at 7.27am, "excuse me kak, where to get pinafore? I kena period stain."

I KNEW IT'S APRIL FOOL JOKE BUT I STILL INSIST TO HELP HER BY REPLYING," You can get it from Puan Norrizan."

She give me this innocent look and I said," Can I take a look?"
I know I'm stupid enough...I don't need anyone to tell me...

She said," APRIL FOOL!"

ARGHH!!!!!

Another April Fool after I entered my class....

Rou Min gave me a angpau..." Shuyee, my mum give you ang pau."

I replied," I don't want. Thanks!" (I'm smart though)

hehe!!!

At night, when my family were to go out for dinner, younger bro said, " Jie, there is something on your hair."

I kena AGAIN!!!!!! F***

Today is Good Friday. No school. Tomorrow accounts class.

BYE! =D

Questions that people normally ask me

2010-03-26T22:05:00.002+08:00

1. Do you smoke?

What a stupid question is this?? Of course NO! I DON'T SMOKE!

2. Do you shisha?

Yes. I do. I prefer shisha than cigarette. =) not really addicted into it anyway.

3. Do you drink?

Drinking....Yeah...I drink when play games with cousins...At times I do find it hard to control. After all, we never know how much is too much when it comes to drinking.

4. Do you gamble?

I can't deny it. I do gamble when it is Chinese New Year.

CBN 70th Sports Day

2010-03-08T18:08:00.011+08:00

This is the last year in CBN.... Well, here's the result....

PAULINE
ADELE
XAVIER
AIDAN

Good job! 10 marks away from first..wootttt!!!!!!!!!!
All the time and effort not wasted. Really..
We Adeleians got the Best Plagard Holder, Flag Bearer, Banner Holder.
Carven, Ana, Wen Jing, Shereen,and I from KLCC to Wisma Central to The Weld to Sungai Wang to Pavillion to KL Plaza to Damansara....

On Saturday, the rain just had to come in the morning and we marched in the rain, listened to the speech under the rain. Awesome.

Here's the picture....

running event....

unit beruniform games...

after running....damn tired....

CBN 70th Sports Day offically ends at 12.30pm....

Welcome Chubby!

2009-12-17T15:14:00.003+08:00

Hello people!
Just came back from YA! camp at Genting Peace Haven on Monday afternoon.

Anyway, I'll like to introduce my new family member to you...

CHUBBY!!!!

He is 9 years old!elder bro-18 years old, I'm 16, younger bro 11 and chubby is 9!!

Chubby is so cute and adorable! Love him so much...He will always sleep beside my younger bro at night...isn't he cute??

The Left Angle

2009-12-02T16:38:00.016+08:00

Yea, so you noticed.
I am trying to experiment with the angles because I’m still not convinced I can only look good in one particular angle.
You see, this is not my secret anymore. People who are observant will notice that I always pose left while sitting/standing/lying down. Even Leong Carven noticed! =D

“I always strike a pose that shows more of the left side of my face”.

Guys don’t understand why when girls pose, they always tilt their head 45° to the east/west/north/south (whichever way that will make them look nicer).
Everyone has a “better” angle. So stop asking why I always pose the same way. Because it is MY pose.

And now let me show you Shuyee's angle:

And you people know what? I look good from the left more than the right!
So, what if!
My buddy also only poses the left side? Then how?

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And now let me show you Shuyee's right angle, it look sucks!

Sometimes i just have to sit/stand/lye on the right because I can't take picture with my left hand! So to take a nice picture of myself, I have to ask my friend to take picture for me!

Izit okay for teenagers to have relationships at this age??

2009-11-30T22:29:00.009+08:00

Mum told alot of her secrets to me...=D
Shhh.....Nobody know except me...Not even my dad!!

Mum, Me

Shuyee, do you have a boyfriend?

A what?!!

Boyfriend laa...

LOL!! Me ar?? No la...Why wanna have a boyfriend at this age?? Siao ar... I don't want like gor gor...got girlfriend since form 3...And you see what happen to them? Always argue...

Yea, true! Better not to have boyfriend at this age....

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Update about Birthday

Happy Birthday to you, How old are you now, Happy Birthday to Carven, Happy Birthday to you.........

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Elder bro is back from JB yesterday! HOHO

2012 awesome!

2009-11-28T03:53:00.000+08:00

i'M HOME!!! i'M HOME!!!!
just came back from pavilion! 2012 is awesome!
And now the time is 3.54am!

Special dinner made by bro

2009-11-26T16:37:00.009+08:00

this is what my brother learned in his hotel management course.
I'm very satisfied with the food and I'll rate 9/10. Thanks!
Well, you're leaving us for 4 days 3 nights. We will miss you! Enjoy doing your assignment at JB laa~~ and tell me more about JB's hotel. =D

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My younger brother found this papaya in the kitchen yesterday. It looks like hmmmm.....Penis!! He showed me and we laughed. Actually mum bought this papaya the day before yesterday and you know what? Mum don't even realize the shape of this papaya. LOL!!! Mum said we so hamsap!!!! Haiyo~~ Biasa lah....

the days with my dears

2009-11-14T23:53:00.016+08:00

fiona and ana said i didn't update my blog and yeah true! I did not update for so long!
On the 30th October till 1th November we have our camp at school.
My tentmates are ana, fiona, wenjing, ai ring ,yee chin.

Here's some pictures of the camp....

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on 8th November we CBN have our the CBN 110th Dinner at Sunway Resort and Spa.....

a picture with aida during the deeparaya in school....

and let me end this post with a stupid picture of me myself...

visit to orphanage

2009-09-26T18:59:00.003+08:00

I've cut my hair...
When Fern saw me just now, she was like: hey shuyee! You look so lala....
ME: Yeah yeah la..I know la...I told the guy I want to trim my hair but...this is the result....=(

Just came back from orphanage...
Majority of the orphans there were indians....
I think Fern 'fall in love' with this cute little boy name Ming Ming...
Ming Ming and Onn Onn are brothers...
Both of them look so so adorable!

That's one little girl name Mei, she came and stand beside me...
She look so tiny... I asked her how old is she...
At the first sight, I thought she's 7 or 8 years old, but then when she replied me she said I'm 10 years old...*shock*
I felt pity for them...
All of them are optimistic..Can see their real faces when we're playing games
together...They enjoy playing with each other...like no worries at all...
That's amazing!

I'm glad that I have such a loving dad and mom who always by my side...

God bless~~

A evening walk with family

2009-09-23T20:46:00.011+08:00

My golden fish died two months ago...
The cause that make of the fish die is eat too much....greedy fella..
Left over a lot of fish food...
So dad decided to bring us to Titiwangsa and feed those fishes...

I saw a lot of this insect instead of fishes....

they do enjoy their childhood

On the way home~~

I want a new hand phone and watch....

2009-09-19T23:26:00.011+08:00

I wanna change my hand phone! The phone I'm using is so irritating... Get rid of it already!
Some problem with the keypad and the joystick.

I'm addicted to Blackberry Curve 8520.
It's so so cool!
But dad say it is too expensive. =(

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Well, I also addicted to sony ericsson W980i.
This price of this phone is much cheaper than the Blackberry Curve 8520 of course.

here's the W980i

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Today went to Tesco since there's a big sale.
Before leaving, I saw that's one watch name 'GUESS' which I think every female will like it very much.
Inside that huge box of watch, there's about 10 different colour of watch stripe.
You can change any colour if you want to.
Dad and mom said it's not good cause if you change the stripe too often, it will loose easily(which I think is true).

I want a new leather watch. =)
The watch I'm wearing now cost around 100++ bucks. The watch I'm wearing is my 14th birthday present from dad.

Anyway, I rather not to pick the GUESS watch. I pick leather watch if dad willing to buy one for my birthday.=D

Program before Raya holiday

2009-09-18T23:09:00.009+08:00

Hello people....I'm back again....
well...Yesterday was V-jin 18th birthday....Happy birthday to you!

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Yesterday also the last day of school....=)
Our school had religion program for the muslims, christians and the indians(according to their religion) at different place. And Ann Nie told me that last year those free thinker asked teacher where to go and teacher told them go to toilet... =.=!!!
After recess, Anastasia and I saw Shirley busy walking around....
And she said, that's five 5th formers went out of school after their exam without permission.
What a 'good' student!

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Three of us straight away head to bilik bahasa for the fellowship.
Pastor Paul, Pn.Ann(our principle), Ms. Waan, Ms. Sarah and Pn. Chee was there too.
We separated 3 in a group and started to pray for each other.
Joy Teen also share some of her stories with us. It was touched.
But not least, we do worship. Sang a song name 'all in all'.
I saw some of them cried...including me....I've no idea why I cry at that moment...

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Stayed back for meeting. Practice the performance for everybody's day.

I'm playing with the bunga telur

reminiscing last week program

2009-08-23T13:56:00.003+08:00

Sorry I haven't been able to update....
Au Jo Ey asked me a few times how come I didn't update for soooooooo long and she said my blog karat already lor~~ all my files cacat...

I do enjoy with my life with the other prefects. We get along very well.
We share our sadness, happiness...
We are like a family.

Well, last Thursday, my duty is to jaga the red passage.
And people you know what??!!
I found a girl came late and she's standing in front of the surau.
So I walked towards her.

SY: Why are you still standing here?
Budak: Oooo~~ I'm waiting for my sister to give her her text book.
SY: You're late. Can you go to the tennis court?
Budak: I want to give the text book to my sister. If I didn't give her, her teacher will scold her.
SY: Okay. Your sister is in stardard..........
Budak: Standard 6. So can I wait for her?
SY: haih....

After 10 minutes...........
Her sister didn't come and she walk in....

SY: Please line up in the tennis court.
Budak: I thought the assembly is in the hall??
SY: Yes. Is in the hall.
Budak: I thought the assembly is in the hall??
SY: Yes! Is in the hall.
Budak: Then why are they lining up in the tennis court??
SY: NO~~~~Where got?* you blind ke*
Budak: Huh??
SY: Latecomers go to the tennis court.
Budak: Will teacher accept my reason?
SY: I don't know....

She left........

After my duty, I chatted with carven.

SY: deh.....there's the girl la....
Carven: Yeah la. Just now I ask her to pick up the rubbish and she ignore. Stupid wan.
SY: hahahaha!!!

After recess, En. Ruzailan ask me and my plan-co group to go art room to do the back- drop by that day for the merdeka celebration.
Dah la our ketua plan-co cannot go cause she got to done with her peka..
So I got to incharge of everything.
I'll like to thanks the others who helped me. Eventhough all of us kena tercat our uniforms. =D

Last Friday, Anastasia, Fiona and I went to counseling room.
After a while Carven and Ru Yi hop in.
We left at 2pm.

In front of the counseling room.......

Ru Yi and I were wearing shoes.
Carven was behind of Anastasia.

Carven: (Carven's hand lean over Anastasia's breast) Tetek!!
All of us laughed....

And Pn Nurul Asyikin passed through..........

And we laugh loudly.....

Yesterday, I went to YA! committee member meeting at 2.30pm.
And we ends our meeting at 4pm.
Many parents came to join our program. Since the program was reminiscing the past with parents.
It was totally fun.

Got to go already....

Copa Iba 2009 at Klang

2009-07-13T15:36:00.007+08:00

Last Saturday was Copa Iba competition.

Early in the morning I met up with Abby in front of the church and waited for Joseph(zhong xin) to come and fetch us.

After met up with the others, Felicia, Jeremy and I followed Daryl's car.

Joseph's team represent MGC(2) and we started to follow the game schedule given.

the first game

resting

Quarter game

shake hands

I'm jumping for the ball

Mother's day and my birthday!!

2009-05-09T00:02:00.003+08:00

Mother's day and my birthday is on Sunday!!
I don't know why so many people born in MAY??
Mum had decided to go 'nga nga san' to celebrate my birthday and mother's day tomorrow.
Bought mum a eye shadow. =)

To be continue...........

random

2009-04-28T18:11:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. I'm so sorry. Lack of updates.
My house computer got problem.
I'm sure you guys know when is mother's day.
But do you guys know that mother's day also is my birthday?? haha.....
I'm a MOTHER!!!

My elder brother got his salary already and he ask me, my younger brother and my father to save up some money and buy mum a pair of shoes and shirts.
My mum always save up her saving every month. =(
She don't buy clothes, shoes, bla bla bla bla.......what ever me and my brothers want she will buy and fulfill our needs. And now is the RIGHT time to buy something for her to thank her. =)

Last week I went to pasar malam with mum again~
Everyone wonder why every Thursday I will go pasar malam.
This is because mum wants to buy FOOD and FRUITS for us! Yeah~ mum again.....
Of course dad also 'contribute' some money to my mum.....

Mahsa a.k.a my wife, she cut her hair.
From long to short. Mahsa, you will regret!

102th post

2009-04-19T21:34:00.004+08:00

Exam is in the corner! CBNers!
Pull up your socks!

Yesterday during Youth Alive, the advisers let each one of us pick 4 topics that we want to discuss about.
So after the voting, the highest voted topics are .........

-Dating at young age(tris likes this so much, right?)
-Media have a big say in me
-Keeping Sabbath holy- on Sundays

I found these topics very meaningful.

Thanks to the advisers.

Shuyee's ruler story

2009-04-19T00:43:00.007+08:00

On Friday, during English period..................Teacher not in the class................

Wanted to use ruler.............

I only realize I lost my ruler after Accounts class!!
And I keep on searching.....
I was really really mad at that moment.
Raahilah was laughing at me!
She laugh at what I said.
And here it goes.....

Me: Raahilah, did you see my ruler? Or you accidentally took my ruler?
Raahilah: No la.
Me: Ruler....Ruler....Where are you? My precious ruler......
Raahilah: Shuyee! What are you cari-ing la?
Me: My ruler la!
Raahilah: (cari her pencil case and books) Takde pun....
Me: Yeah la...
Raahilah:(ambil her own ruler) Shuyee, is this your ruler?
Me: No la. This is your ruler. My ruler dark dark wan.(Kononnya)
Raahilah: Dark dark wan ar?
Me: Yea.

Suddenly Shalini interrupt.
Shalini: Shuyee, what are you cari-ing?
Me: My ruler lor.

After that, I still can't find. So this is the end.

Lazy to Blog

2009-04-16T18:16:00.004+08:00

Me, Shuyee here...AGAIN~
Just to tell you guys that Shuyee is getting lazy day by day.
Lazy to blog this few days.
Many homeworks need to be done.
Science folio got to pass up next week.
(which need to type and print plus take photo and wash the photo and paste)

2days ago, during Bible Knowledge class, all of us didn't do our homework.
And what? Pastor Paul get angry. =(
Don't angry la..Pastor Paul Paul~~
Tuesday was the 4^th time with Pastor Paul and we never do our homework. NEVER!
Pastor Paul complain already!!
Miss Waan told me she want to see all of us tomorrow.
Tomorrow Miss Waan is going to 'KILL' us! =S
Better ciao before she scold us~~

Yesterday's calon pengawas was so scary.
There's negative and positive of being a prefect.
Being a prefect always have to skip class.
But the certificate is very useful and nice!

Germaine's favorite sentence----Belum try belum tau, sekali try hari hari mau
*started thinking negatively*

Bye~

Happy Birthday to my beloved brother!

2009-04-13T15:10:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, I'll like to wish my younger brother
CHEAH CHERN HAO
Happy Birthday!!! He is officially 11 years old now.

Hao,
Happy Birthday! I'm so sorry I didn't buy you any present. Now big already la~ don't always give mummy trouble. Study hard and DO your homeworks especially BM. All the best to you.

Love,
Shuyee(jie)

Well, Rachel cut her hair.
Can't recognize her at all.
But at least I could recognize Hui Pin after she cut her hair. =P

Headache now. Feel like wanna take a nap.
Bye~

Bad flu kills me!

2009-04-12T13:54:00.003+08:00

I'm having bad flu now.Can't concentrate on my homework!
Argh!!!!!!!!
Many homeworks haven't done and have to pass up by tomorrow.
Screw the teachers!!!!
They take advantage on us!!
They gave us many homeworks last Thursday because Friday, Saturday and Sunday is holiday. =.=
Hopefully tomorrow teacher won't come to class. (Drama competition)
Science folio and presentation plus BM aural haven't do!! My goodness!!

Okay la...I'm in the rush so blog another day yea~
*keep on sneezing*
AHHHHHH CHIUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got my hair cut!!

2009-04-10T20:17:00.004+08:00

Today mum and I went for a hair cut.
I should chop off my head. Ooppss!!! is HAIR not HEAD!!
Very happy I finally change my hair style.
Is very nice! Love it so so so so much!!
Thanks to the guy stylist who cut my hair!

Mum's hair style not bad neither.
Thanks to another guy who cut my mum's hair too!

I'm going to church for the Good Friday sermon later.

Got to go already people!
Bye bye! Take care! =)

Easter celebration

2009-04-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

Today, mum woke very early in the morning to make a breakfast for me and my brothers.
Thanks mummy!
Our school have a Easter Day celebration.
SJI and CBN!( st.john and Convent Bukit Nanas )

Tomorrow is holiday!
Today after I went to the Easter Celebration, then went to my mum's office and take a nap instead of take LRT back home. Lazy to walk~

Mum suddenly comment about my hair.
My mum never comment about my hair and this is the first time!
She asked me whether want to go for a hair cut with her tomorrow and I agreed.

Just now went to Sri Rampai pasar malam with my mum.
I saw L2. Didn't change much.
I also saw Yu Lian( ah fu ). my primary school friend. We didn't see each other since after UPSR.
Glad to see her!
She told me that just now when I saw her, the first time I look at her, I can't recognize her. So sorry la~ I have short-term memory loss. Then the second time I turn back, only I say Hi! Wat the........=.=!!!

I don't know why somehow when I use the computer for very long time, I feel sorry to my dad.
Because of the bills! =(
Sorry daddy~

bye bye~

Good Friday

2009-04-08T21:25:00.001+08:00

Diana keep on asking me why I didn't update my blog? I did update! =.=!!!
Here's the conversation between Diana and me in school.

Diana :Hey, shuyee!
Shuyee:Hi!
Diana :Why you didn't update your blog ah?
Shuyee:Got lah~
Diana :But I dah read your blog. Tak update pun~
Shuyee :Bila you baca?
Diana :Pagi ni lah.
Shuyee:Wah!

Today, we have oratorical competition. Quite interesting.
Congrats to the people who won.

After school stay back for Renjer Puteri(girl guide).
We played 2 games.
The 1^st game was ' pukul berapa datuk matahari mau? '
And the 2^nd game was ' blow wind blow '.
I never heard of this game. It was interesting.
I sweat like hell and we played under the sun some more.

This few days, I use my money like no one's business.
I keep on buying sweets
Same goes to Rachel Lim Su Ann!
In one day, I can use about 8 bucks up to 10 bucks!
But one of my friend more worse!
His mum give him 20bucks per day and he can use it all.
Can't believe it!

Share la with me. We half half okay?

Pig pig Germaine invited me to go KLCC to have a walk on this Friday.
I think she wants me to spend time with her to pray to God. XP
Because we never pray together. But we do pray for each other when we need help.
My mum is taking her lift on Friday cause is GOOD FRIDAY!!!

Friday, Saturday night and Sunday morning church is having Easter Talk.
Monday is my younger brother's birthday.
I haven't buy him present.
My pocket berlubang already la.
My family might go out and celebrate.
Mum says going out on Sunday after church service. =(
But I want on Saturday night.
Saturday night got to go church for the Easter Talk.
I love Saturday night because can enjoy the day until midnight. People, agree with me?

Now got to go and done with all my homeworks.
I got PJ( AE) tomorrow.
Have to bring sports attire again. Very heavy la~~

Bye Bye~
Good night!

Minggu Bahasa

2009-04-07T22:21:00.006+08:00

FYesterday all the form 4mers have to sit in the hall for like 2 hours to listen the pidato and sajak.
BORED!!!!!
My butt was so so so pain! My gosh!
Before everything starts, teacher (Pn. Aizan) remind us we can't do our own works and have to pay attention plus we can't talk!!

I sat behind Tan Rou Min. Just don't know somehow.
I'm bored. So, I (7-Up) Tan Rou Min from the back.
And....and....what happen was she shouted!! Screw her~
She said sorry and want me to forgive her.
But after that, I fell asleep. Don't bother.

Today almost the same thing as yesterday.
After recess, all of us went to the hall for the forum.
Sit in the hall from 11am to 1pm.
And AGAIN...my butt....my legs cramp....ai yoh....* holding my friend's hands*

After co-curriculum, went to Bible Knowledge class.
I was almost fell asleep. ( I'm a pig! )
*keep on eating sweets to wake up myself*

Went to mum's office.
Did my homeworks and played sudoku then I sleep again....
roughly from 5pm to 6pm.
I very geng le...can sleep like a pig already.....

This Friday my school is having Easter celebration.
Enjoy it!

A day out with cousins, uncles and aunties

2009-04-05T17:40:00.004+08:00

Haih~ Just came back from visiting grandma with my uncles and aunties.
All of my so call cousin( I think ) and uncles aunties went to Steven's corner to have breakfast + lunch.
All of us went to our own church in the morning thats why we skip our breakfast. Very good diet. =)

The relationship between my cousins and I very complicated. Really really complicated! Can't figure it out. =S
Is like.....erm.....my dad's cousin sister's sister's son which is my dad's second cousin brother( uncle ). The uncle's son is my third cousin. Am I right?

Tomorrow is a school day. =(
I don't want to go back to school.
But.....But.......Friday is a holiday! Easter day! ^___^V

tagged by seow wei (michelle chin)

2009-04-05T17:31:00.003+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead and cheeks.

How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Tired.
Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Germaine, Shereen, Carven and Rou Min.
Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Yes. I think so.
Will you ever donate blood?
For now, no. Above 18 years old right?
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes.
Do you want someone to be dead?
Are you nuts? Of course no!
What does you last text message say?
Yesterday's YA Sarah Gan can't come at 2.30 for the worship with me.
What are you thinking right now?
How to answer the tag questions here.
Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Not really. Because now I am doing my homework while typing this tag. Will be quite busy.
What was the time you went to bed last night?
2a.m.
Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
I'm not wearing a tee.
Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.
Who was the last person(s) who text you?
Sarah Gan!

TEN Lucky person to do this quiz.
- renuka
-germaine
-shereen
-anastasia
-fini
-sara yeow
-abigail cheong
-eroz
-hui pin
-farah arina
Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
She is still single.
Is no.3 a male or female?
Female.
If no.7 and n0.1 get together, would it be good?
They don't know each other.
What is no.1 studying about?
She is a high school student.
When was the last time you chatted with them?
Erm....I talk to them almost everyday...
Is no.4 single?
Yes.
Say about no.2.
She is my friend since form 1. She loves to draw pig. Always call me panda bear, shuyee zai...
What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
They don't know each other again.
Describe no.9.
She always go to school with me by LRT in the morning. I'll meet her everyday. She's a excellent student.
What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
They are good friends. They won't fight and I never see them fight.
Do you like no.8?
EROZ!!! haha!! yes! She's funny.

Easter Day is coming!!!!

2009-04-02T20:29:00.002+08:00

Next week Friday is Easter Day!
I love Easter Egg. =)

Earth Hour

2009-03-30T19:01:00.005+08:00

Did you guys observe the Earth Hour on last Saturday?
It was so cool man.

What I did on the last Saturday during the Earth Hour was playing candles, listen to music and play sudoku.

Playing candles. He is trying to burn the leaf actually.

I was trying to capture the best picture of a candle but unfortunately I failed.

I kinda like this picture. =D

THE END............

tagged by Seow Wei

2009-03-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Were you named after anyone?
Nope. I don't think so.

When was the last time you cried?
30^th November 2008
Do you like your handwriting?
Not really.
What is your favorite lunch meat?
Anything. =)
Do you have kids?
Are you crazy? I'm just 16 years old.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
Maybe.
Do you use sarcasm?
Sometimes.
Do you still have your tonsils?
Yup.
Would you bungee jump?
Not sure. Kinda scared with this stuff.
What is your favorite cereal?
Oats, corn, barley.
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Nope. I'm too lazy.
What is your favorite ice cream?
Chocolate, vanila, all kinds of fruits.
What is the first thing you notice about people?
Of course their looks. To determine whether is a female or male. Then should be personality.
Red or Pink?
Pink.
What is your lastest favorite thing about yourself?
My height. I suppose.
Who do you miss the most?
All my uncles and aunties. Miss those days when I was a little girl with them.
Do you want everyone to complete this list?
Of course!
What colour pants and shoes are you wearing?
I'm wearing a white pants and not wearing shoes.
What are you listening to right now?
Rain down by Planetshakers.
If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
Black.
Favorite smells?
Lavender.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Raahilah.
Do you like the person who went this to you?
Okay. Just fine.
Favorite sports to watch?
I don't watch sports.
Hair colour?
Brownish + Perang + Black.
Eye colour?
Dark brown.
Do you wear contacts?
Nope.
Favorite food?
Japanese, Chinese and Italian cuisine.
Scary movies or happy endings?
I prefer both.
Last movie you watched?
Marley and Me.
What colour shirt are you wearing?
White.
Summer or winter?
Both.
Hugs or kisses?
Both.
Dream job?
Something related to fashion, hairstylist or mass communication.
Best thing that ever happened to you?
God protect me all the time.
What book are you reading now?
New Moon.
What is on your mouse pad?
I don't have a mouse pad.
What did you watch on TV last night?
Maiden's vow.
Favorite Sound(s).
All kinds of music. Classical music, radio, my 2 love birds and 2 budgie chirping and my hamters fighting/making love sounds.
Rolling stones or beatles?
Beatles.
What is the farthest you have been from home?
Kuantan. About 5 hours.
Do you have a special talent?
Not really.
Where were you born?
Hospital Kuala Lumpur. If I didn't mistaken.
Whose answers are you looking forward to getting?
No one.
How did you meet your spouse/significant other?
Huh??
Maki, sushi or sashimi?
Everything!
Fruit or chocolate?
Both.

I tag: No one.

OUTING TO FRIM

2009-03-21T20:51:00.008+08:00

Hey people! I'm back!
This morning went out with the church friends. We went to FRIM.
Here's some pictures which I grabbed from Amos Gan. Credits to him.

This is v-jin. One of the driver.

This is where we walk all the way up and down.

All started their 'asthma'.

The peoples are walking.

Keep on walking.

The stream.

The uncles.

The peoples enjoying the view.
Matthew smile =)

Phoebe, Li Jen, Me

Around 2.30pm,reached home safely.
After bathed, I wanted to go for a hair cut with my brother. But unfortunately he slept without bathing. Smelly guy.
Anyway, now I'm doing my holiday's homeworks. I'm not done with English and BM essay.
I'm finding some points from the internet but it doesn't work! Wouldn't find any man! Hate it! How am I gonna pass up my homework then???!!
Very moody now. So better don't disturb me dude!
Next Monday, school reopen.
Feel tired. Don't feel like going back to school. Have to face the teachers, classmates and especially the homeworks! I'm dead! Co-co starts again next week.
Have to wait until end of May only got holidays to rest.

I twist me left angle again! Many times already. More than 5 times!
My godness! I can't stand already laa!!! Sigh.

A awesome day!

2009-03-18T18:38:00.001+08:00

I taught Anastasia a few games which I make her laugh loudly in the LRT when we're on the way back home after school.
First, I taught her a game name 'Today I very happy, here I bom cha cha'.
The second game was 'drinking goggles up'.
I demonstrate how to play in front of her and she laughed loudly. sigh.She laughed at me. How sad.=(

Today I'm very happy because I got to go out with Anastasia.
She is my friend of course.
This morning woke up around 9.30am. Get prepared then went out and meet her.
My younger brother followed me since he don't have anything to do at home and there is no one taking care of him.
When we reach Pavilion, I went and buy the tickets.
I saw many CBNners. * shock*
*thinking* Why today so many CBNners shopping wan?
"Today special day meh?" asked Anastasia.

We watched 'Marley and me'.
This movie was fantastic, awesome.Very touch.
And I cried secretly.
Well....nothing much to say. Just shopping around the Pavilion.
Buy nothing. Cause my brother buy many junk foods.He spend all many money. Got to claim back the money from dad later.
Roughly 5pm, dad called me.
Went back to mum's office and fetch her.
And now, I'm back to my home sweet home.
Thanks God for the protection.
And I'll like to thank Anastasia that she gave me a cool day. I do enjoy.
Once again, thanks! =)

Tagged by Michelle Chin

2009-03-08T15:25:00.002+08:00

01. What have you been doing recently?
Study?
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Nope. Never.
03. What had happened at 10.00 a.m. today?
Went to church.
04. When did you last cry?
Last year 30th November.
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yes.
06.What do you want in your life right now?
Study.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains. or just put up your hood?
Umbrella.
08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Of course is my pillow.
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
Short pants.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Too many.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
No.Why I have to make a relationship complicated if it is already complicated?
12.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
The Wedding Game.
14. What are you proud of?
God.
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
I have no idea.
16. What was the last songs you sang out loud?
Well, I have no voice right now. I've try to sing,but out of tune.
17. Do you have any nick names?
Yes. Kitty( Ms. Waan call me that)I have no idea why she call me that, Panda bear.
18.What does you last received text message say?
What are you doing? Free to chat?I haven't study for pjk and sivik. What about you?
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12a.m.
20. Are you currently happy?
Not really. Because I've try my best to drink more water and coconut to get back my voice.But it failed.
21. Who gives you best advice?
My mum and god.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Sometimes.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
No one.
24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
Nope.
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Suneeta, Fini, Anastasia.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
Nope. But I ahve worn finger socks.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
My mum.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yup.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
Always follow me all the time. Annoys me when I'm busy doing something.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Now no.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
No.I don't think so.
32. What is the colour of your room?
Wild orange.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Of course no.
34. Do you believe in the saying of talk is cheap?
No.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Me myself.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
My mum.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Yes. My mum kissed me when I left to school in the morning at LRT station.
38. Do you have a life?
Yes. I'm still breathing and I quite enjoy my life.I do appreciate it.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
Yes, I have. In my dream and I cried.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
I heart this song so so much.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
My goodness! It's a secret.
42. Last time you smiled?
In church.
43. Have you changed this year?
I don't think so. Not much.
44. What are you listening right now?
Cascada- Miracle
45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
For some minutes.
46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
Obviously is opened.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
An apple a day, keeps the doctors away.
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
No.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes.
50. What was the worst idea you've in this week?
Holiday!
51. What are you doing last night at 11p.m.?
Online.
52.Are you happy with your love life now?
I don't have one.
53. What song best describe your love life?
I don't know.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Which person?
55. Who always make you laugh?
Suneeta, Fini and Anastasia. We always have our happy hour in the train.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Yes! I do!
57. Favourite website(s)?
thecuteturtle.blogspot.com
58. What's your middle name?
Shu. (sounds like shoe?)
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Study for Sivik and PJK.
60. What do you think you are like?
Cheah Shu Yee.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
No one.
62. Where have you been today?
Well, church and tonight I'm going to the Curve have dinner.
63. What game do you play often?
Sudoku.
64. Who are you missing right now?
My elder brother. He is working and I seldom see his face.
65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
Friends. Because friends can't find easily but love can.
66. What are you doing right now?
Tag and I am going to get prepare soon for the dinner later.
67. Which primary school are you from?
SJK © Chiao Nan.
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Black, white and dark blue.
69.What emotion you like to show?
Happy.
70. What is your life to you?
Something important which I have to continue living every single day no matter what happens.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Pray to god.
72. Who did you last chat in MSN today?
Eroz.
73. Who do you admire most?
The models, the guitarist,pianist.
74. Which month are you born in?
May.
75. How are you feeling right now?
Normal.
76. What is the time now?
4.52p.m.
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
caring, helpful, hardworking,smart, a cellist,pianist.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
None.
79. Why are you doing this test?
Because she tagged me.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
Don't talk to anyone. When people talk to me, I'll not reply. I'll just walk away.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
Why ask this kind of question? Why don't you ask when you want to have sex or baby??=.=
82. Who is more important to you?
Family and friends.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
How do I know today whether it is the last day of my life?
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
God.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes! Anyway, I love rainbow.
86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
See my future life.
87. What is your goal for this year?
Read the bible of LUKE and ACTS.Try to cover them in this year.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes, I do.
89. What feeling do you love most?
Love from parents to their daughters or sons.
90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
Yes.
91. What feeling do you hate the most?
Hatred, Betrayed.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yup.
93. Do you believe in God?
Of course!
94. Who cares for you most?
Family.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My family!
96. What will you bring when you fight?
I don't fight.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
A lot. I just can't recall.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Depressed.
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Don't know.
100. How do you feel now?
Just fine.

TAG: No one.

my cousins& family

2009-03-06T18:27:00.014+08:00

Next Tuesday is my mom's birthday.
We are going to celebrate on Sunday.
Haven't decide where to go. But most probably is 1Utama or the Curve.
I feel so excited!

Well, I love my cousins so so much.
And here's some of their pictures.

the Kwan's family!

this is Mabel. The eldest daughter of the Kwan's family.

this is Michelle. The second
.

this is Mandy. The last one.

the 3 sisters!!

and.......

this is Jack Jack. He is not Kwan's family member but is one of my cousin.

this is Francine. One of my cousin too.

this is Francine's brother. Nickie.

this is Francine Chen's family.

At last, THEM!!
Mabel, Michelle, Nickie, Mandy and Francine (Jack not in the pic)

CBN 110th birthday+exam week+natural hair colour letter

2009-03-04T17:37:00.003+08:00

For the girls of Convent Bukit Nanas, form 4mers, we are having our exam this week until next week Tuesday.
I am glad to know next Monday is a holiday! HURRAY!!
Okay, this year is our CBN 110^th birthday and we are having a celebration on next Friday.
This morning, Puan Nancy announced that on next Friday, all the classes should bring a cake to school.
All the students have to pay money to the class treasurer again! Sigh~
I pok kai already la~~ They just like the ah long minta duit sini minta duit sana.

Today's exam paper quite okay. Not too tough nor easy.
For the English paper, it was easy same goes to Mathematics paper.
Chemi was okay as the science students say so.
But Ekonomi Asas was quite tough. I don't even read it! I just tembak. HOHOHO!!!

I got 2 more piercings! It's awesome! Love it so much much much~~
Now I've 6 piercings! Wait. Let me count again. Yea! 6 piercings.

I think I didn't mention about I got my letter for my hair.
Guess why I have to write a letter about my hair.
Let me tell you. And here it goes.
Past 3 weeks, I went to Puan Nancy and get her signature about me, Shuyee did not dye my hair and it's natural colour.
Now there's no one come and ask me “hey, you dye your hair ar??”
It is not very healthy to my hair to be dyed so many times, you know??
Hey people! Listen, I got saksi wan le.
I have opted to dye my hair fully black in many occasions.
For example, I've just dyed my hair to black before Chinese New Year! (for the prefects suspicion)
And now my hair do not obey me (the owner of the hair). It 'luntur' by itself.

I miss my friend Seow Wei and Anusha. =(
Hope to see you guys more often.